um...actually dont really how to describe my feelin nw```should i feel happy or should i feel sad or what~~~

 

all i can say is "a new start" prob...how long will this last???

 

oh wel~it's Christmas...(actually it's nth really to do with Xmas though)....

 

never thought i would do that but i really did...ai~~~maybe this is what should be happened in my life~

Why i always know the truth?!! I rather dont know that!!!!! it just like a hammer banging on da heart...........shocking~

 

so....what should I do now??????????????????????

it's da 1st day u left ur "babies", away 4 ur loooooong holiday!!! it's nice 4 u 2 spend some time with da famili, special 4 u......u love ur famili, ur Mama...

 

2 and ?????? months....it is a REALLiiiii reallllly longgggg loooong llllllong time for some1 2 wait 4 u 2 come bak. ur "babies" wil missssssss u soooooooo much... 

 

wot more can ur "babies" say? they r very upset, bcoz "they" cant hear ur voice, cant c ur face, cnt feel da warm of ur hands....

 

"they" start feelin lonely on ur first dei away......n start missssin u as wel......